So close yet so far (Summer)

Since February 25th I was living in a group home, hoping to get help with work and whatnot but in the end things didn't work out. They didn't know what they were doing and the residents were in control of the house.. not them. Not to mention I sat around for an entire month nagging staff that I wanted help finding a job but nope. I was lucky enough that I was able to come back home. With my therapist things were sent out for some apartment program. I don't really know what to expect. Things have been such a roller coaster ride of ups and downs and I honestly don't see things working out smoothly like I want them to, but ya know.. let's try and hope for the best.

Since I've been back home I've mostly just been chilling with Maxxie. 

:favorite song and mv atm:

^o^

This is what i have on my birthday gifts for myself list:

 

Plan to buy all this tomorrow~

I tend to stick to guy clothes but...

i found this online and OH MY GOD i haven't wanted a dress this badly in...like forever.. 

 *EDIT* I was gonna buy it but i looked online today and it was already gone ;_; It wasn't meant to be i guess..

Idk

Dinners~

I've been making dinner for my family more often (mostly asian meals). Luckily the meals i've made so far have been successful and everyone enjoyed them!

sweet and spicy pork rice curry (my own recipe)

Unfortunately today the meal i made was not a hit..

omurice

Butttttt i enjoyed it so.. i didn't really care lol

omfg this site

Just stumbled upon this site http://jadeclark.bigcartel.com/ and I WANT EVERYTHING ;A;

Looking for a job

Since the whole daycare thing didn't want to work out i've decided to go in a different direction. Talking with a friend online we've decided to go Nashville this summer and try to do something with music. Singing and being in a band has always been my dream to begin with so it makes sense to at least try, right? This is why i desperately need a job to save money to go to Nashville. I've filled out two different applications so far about a week ago and haven't heard from either yet. Maybe this coming week i'll go in person and ask about it? Hopefully i'll find something this month ;o;